“Prof. (Dr.) Md. Sadique Shaikh “
Today is date 1111 I mean 11th day of November and I am full with stresses of earth world, family and financial crisis as well which started to directly affecting my mental and physical healths. And the most of it everyday I am seen humanity destroying and vanishing from earth environment and ration to insult each others, humiliate became ultra high, I felt our bodies more than of our souls control by advanced communication technologies and Internet of Things/Everything with high involvement of very advanced physics, electronic, semiconductors, optical, quantum and nano technologies. I afraid in present scenario where mankind not in depression because killing of humanity, destroying natural resources, minerals, forest and agricultural lands, privacy spoliation on internet but of course in depression and in stress because they got few likes on facebook, instagram, twitter and various other social medias. Hence I am very afraid with seeing all these and flood with stress while I am thinking my both 7 and 4 years old sons living in this context. Hence all these things affect badly on me more than my brain and its ability to think my mind to my heart. That’s why I made my habit just to isolate with bad things, people and habits and do what’s in my control for earth ecology sustainability and equilibrium. Hence always busy in my work and family life with everyday living in my Past life which makes me tuned with perfect tradeoff and switching me from my present to past and past to present where connection links sources are my dreams and my music collection with listening I am growing and still added so on which act like time machine and time travel forth and back to me on my life time line. Today my family went out to visit some relatives and I went to my work as usual and not feeling well, but for always money and food first compare to health, now back to home around 7:30 p.m. and after fresh just sit out on my sofa chair with recalling my day and seeing at same time to photo frame of my family and flower pot beside of it and felt light pain in my heart and than after might be I was sleep or I don’t know what!! But now I am good I am on my routine life again but that routine my mind said “Different” but after next fraction of second says No here I am searching for my love and seeking her everywhere madly. My life seems to be advanced with advanced human civilization but my brain not accepting and searching for some one the name “Amaya” she is committed to meet me I don’t know when that portion of life seems to be lost or skipped in mind of brain, but I knew at present only she committed and her face is very fresh in my mind I am seeing world surrounded and fully covered hitech and smart communicable gadgets and transportation sources which felt me how this possible now but next moment says you are familiar with it and knew very well how to use it I am observing drastically changes in human nature, life style and all means even day, night, languages and environment but again same happened I am familiar with all these but How?!, now I am enter in train or train like transportation because I got address of “Amaya” and I am happy with tear eyes finally I searched her, mean while I feel hungry and purchase something to eat and after finish asking for “Water” and answer sorry not available, ask to one passenger can you give some water and he started to laughing on me and said how could I able to offer you the cost 10ml water is extremely high purchase your own I asked for water everywhere no one has or ask for money-like things I begged down to someone please give at least small amount of water otherwise I will die in age of 45 years without meeting to “Amaya” and I don’t know what is next now still I am passionately seeking to my love “Amaya” and now I can feel her communication and feelings directly in my brain from very remotely and able trace her location very easily but feel high weakness in my body also observed astonishing changes in human civilization and race I am unable to sky because of floating buildings and transportation and land too, surprisingly I was in clinic of doctor and reporting my problem to him and he replied it’s a common thing why not you make habit of it. Because you will get only 1kg food for one week survival and money-like things, precious stones and materials not work for it you can see all these particulars thrown everywhere government controlling things according to their norms and protocols. I begged to Doctor please give me at least few gram grains I don’t want to die I in age of 50 and want to meet my love “Amaya” and he replied I don’t want to die too with offering portion of my food to you, now everything diminishing front of my eyes and now I am front of “Amaya”. But I don’t have much energy in my body to reach up to her though she was on few meters distance from me and my eyes can see her and my brain can understand to her remotely she is also seeking me madly and now on the same stage of life as I. my body even not permit me to cry or smile I am any how trying to reach her but unable to do so and just pray to Almighty God at least meet me to her before to finish I can only begged and pray to you with my strong beliefs because humanity lost, human near to lost to be history if some one alive to read it.
Now I can see one old age man crying near me with seeing my situation and said “I am You” from your another life I have few drops of water you can consume them which gives you at least energy to reach your “Amaya” I am unable to do so with seeing you to meet our Amaya I will die happily. Because I also prayed to God at least meet me Amaya before to die but only difference you have little bit more energy than me and these drops of water sufficient for you reach up to her but not for me in the age of 75 years old where you seems to around 60 years. Now I have water in my hand and seen myself dying after hand over me. Now any how I want to complete wish of my both death and alive versions to meet our love “Amaya” but I can read her mind she is too weak and her body will not sustain more than minute time-like concept, hence I rolled bottle of few water drop towards her with utilizing my optimum energy because I would like to die without meet her instead of she is dying front of me and I am dying after sometime of her death, she refused to consume but I insist her giving reference to her of our true love and guanine search for each other , now I can see she is smiling and seeing me and try to reach me, I don’t know next but I hear voice of my wife and wake up on the same sofa chair and ask her when you backed and where is our both sons and she replied with smiling face from where I backed and at home today and we have only 1 son and he is in school and when I have seen time its around morning 9:0 a.m. still there is lots of dissimilarities when I felt pain in my heart at beginning and don’t know \what happened after it, she replied me after your morning wake up you were just napped for “5 Minutes”. Lots of question marks in my mind but my brain concluded though again my brain not accepting it, the five minutes in which I lost might be every second of it is equivalent of one, two, three or four years of my own “Nested lives” with different versions of ages moving forward with time dilation with “Quantum Entanglement” with dark time or no time or Déjà vu occurred or just nested consciousness of brain and these nested lives formulation of complex thoughts or I have my number of copies with different ages on quantum data with neural-links in “Multiverse” I don’t I don’t know I really don’t know but every time brain ability to recall at least some memories. But what I knew I was unable to meet my love “Amaya” though its minutes death or dream” not because of religions wars, money, wealth, technology or anything else except because of “Water, Food and Air” due to spontaneous and rapid “Climate Change” and secrecy of food and water in my all lives….but again if love is true we kept it over all circumstances and live for love as I for “Amaya” in “The Five Minutes Death”. Because if love or human relation deep they want life for each other instead of life for me.
With Best Compliments from…
Prof. (Dr.) Md. Sadique Shaikh